Too many photos but simply too lazy to put them up one by one. When I am less lazy and tired I probably will. Everyday Im sleep deprived and very lethargic. I have photos pending from a random supper session with meijuan & gaston, my aunty's graduation, benny bennassi (gotta put up those photos from my disposable. love the colours!), my birthday pics and many other random pictures around. For now, its just some pictures of me and the 'how about' girls.

I thank my lucky stars I got presented with quite a good job opportunity and am moving on. My colleagues at Dior gave me an awesome birthday surprise which I never expected and I was definitely touched. However, moving on to somewhere new, I dont wish to bring with me all my old habits - good or bad. I want to reflect on my good and bad habits, keep and improve on the good ones and turn the bad into good. Its not gonna be easy. I have so many flaws I am confused as to what I should do. Its always the case of actions speak louder than words. Much easier to say but so difficult to do. Can I constantly remind myself of these things and stick to them? How do I make the most rational decisions when I am time pressed? So so so many questions left unanswered. I will clear these doubts on my own for sure. Time time time. Right now, my poor big toe is overflowing blood. Long term wearing of pumps and covered heels has left the poor toe bruised and incredibly painful. All I did was clip off part of the nail and woooosshh the blood cant stop flowing. Its painful ok. And all my new shoes are covered toe. Rar. And I finally met up with nic yesterday night. Random and impromptu always works for me. We hopped from place to place and finally settled at zouk. It made me realized that just when you thought you've started to move on, reality slaps u back in the face and tells you to stop lying to yourself. Boo. This is all so random.