Friday, Im in Love

Takes me alot alot of effort to upload pictures here. I am far tooo lazy even though I am about to faint from the excessive boredom I am feeling. Just too lazy to do anything. Very very bad. Finally! Pictures from May are up up up!

Jacuzzi-ing @ Central. We went from hot to cold jacuzzi and from jacuzzi to swimming pool. Wheee!!

Red Dot @ Dempsey with meijuan, gaston and nic. We had this Green Monster beer which was pretty nice and I found a truckload of pictures of shoes in my camera...

Guest Dj @ Zouk. Cant remember which guest dj that was. Oh my, me and my golfish memory.

party buddy!

n we saw Robin!

Its often hard for me to pen down my thoughts. I have so much to say but I cant seem to type it out. Only my good friends will know all the shit thats running through my brain. Haha. Its insane how I tend to think too much and drive myself paranoid. But I guess when you treasure something, you're just afraid to ruin it. Hearing xxx talk and some of the things he says reminds me of myself at times when Im talking to wx. A lesson to learn? I am pulling the brakes because I know what a bitch karma is. I dont wanna lose whatever I really want now.

Job search is terrible. Went for a HSBC interview recently but Im sure I wont get it. It was a terrible time in the interview room and all I could do was smoke my way through and laugh it off. Not funny if you think about it. And because Im jobless, I am so free and bored I watch one movie a day. I swear I can watch more than one but I am just restless. Downloading some older shows like Jerry Maguire and Sleepless in Seattle which I believe will be awesome shows! Cant wait to watch them. All I gotta do is wait for the right mood of mine.

Not sure about others but I am very sure that I know exactly what I want. Say Im rigid, stubborn, whatever. But I know what Im good at and whats good for me and I will fight really hard for it. Thats me.