YOU CAN TAKE ME ANYWHERE, YOU CAN TAKE ME INSIDE YOUR HEART

I was pleasantly surprised yesterday. Red wine, candles and strawberries - nice :) Of course, I was very touched and that really made my day. Welcome, to my roller coaster ride.

LOST

I cant use a better word other than chaos to describe last night. We were supposed to pop by wine bar and go to dempsey for wine which never materialized cos we got high on the tray of shots and other drinks. You never seemed to like to wait for me and like to walk off by yourself. You love to disappear suddenly and only to reappear once again I have no idea how to keep up with that, neither do I wanna be a naggy ol' mother and ask 'Why didnt you tell me where you're going' or 'Why do you keep disappearing?' because I just have simply no idea how to keep up with you. And you suddenly disappeared and decided to go home while I was waiting at winebar because I really had no idea where to find you and don't wanna be some weird person walking around Zouk looking for an adult I lost. I was utterly upset because I just cannot understand why and how you can just leave me alone with just an sms telling me you're leaving. This is all insane. I can't keep up with you. I don't wanna discount the nice things that you've done for me, but I don't know if its enough to make me less upset. Let's just push it all to alcohol then. Maybe without alcohol and the many people we kept meeting, it would have been a better night. Not that it was very bad. Should I drop the matter and let it rest since I've already brought it up yesterday and showed my really very black face? No more second time please. **edit: after some sharing moments and analysis with the best friend, its all good now :)

Bedok Jetty and Police Cars

You asked me why I was smiling to myself even without me realizing it. All I could reply was because I'm happy. Happy sitting next to you, talking and enjoying the warm night breeze.

L'Oreal Brandstorm 2009

Brandstorm journey has came to an end. After more than 6 months of slogging, its finally over!! If it dragged on any longer, Im not sure if I can continue at all. Its such a test of our mental strength!! All in all, we walked home as 2nd Runner Up in the National Finals and Viewer's Choice with our silly dancing on stage and chop chop showcase which the audience probably would not catch anything. All the fluff. Preparing for the finals was really a terribly long and painful one. Long long days and nights in school day after day, rushing and scolding the designers, rushing to print, arguments and disagreements. But amidst all the bad stuff, how can I forget the fun moments we had too like singing Gee and dancing and singing Nobody over and over again, eating in SR8, moments where we mispronounced certain words which were all good times as well. A very fun yet painful experience which I didn't regret embarking on though at the end I really needed alot of encouragement to push myself to complete the entire project with all my heart and soul. Hahaha. Some pictures from the National Finals!

Photowhoring after our presentation at Novotel

Wasting time and waiting for the afternoon event to start at Zirca. What better things could we do other than camwhore?

Our new friends from Definitely Maybe

and Exuparantia (who eventually owned us and won 1st Runner Up)

Prize Presentation. Finally! After howwww many long hours.

We won Viewers' Choice with our dancing and fluff. Fluff sells!

Winning 2nd Runner Up. Sad but happy.

More camwhoring with our trophies

Getting ready for a group photo at the end. I refused to sit at Ritchie's seat. kekeke.

Always camera ready!

Now that everything is over, its time to get serious and start hunting for a job! A painful process but no choice! Seems like many others have gotten jobs!

Above and Beyond was alright yesterday but they were definitely better during Zoukout! Not many photos but they shall be uploaded soonnnn. Im starting to dislike the post clubbing feeling. The feeling really really sucks. I feel like my stomach is in a mess, lack of sleep and totally lethargic and lazy. Hate hate hate the feeling. Its probably time to cut down and go slow on partying.

Phoenix

Supposed to hand in our slides + 2 page report to L'Oreal later today at 12pm. 20th May doesnt seem so far away anymore! Its been a crazy crazy Brandstorm journey so far. Our group has had our ups and downs but from now till the end, it'll only get better. Because we will rise like the phoenix and be born again. Oo! Its that feeling again. A mix of excitement, nervousness. I am quickly going insane!

안녕하세요!

I have finally finished watching Boys Over Flowers! It is really the best-est Korean drama. I am secretly in love with Gu Jun Pyo and want my future bf to be a cocky bastard on the outside and a total idiot in love on the inside. HAHAHA. Korean shows are driving me nuts, making me believe in fairy tales which doesnt seem to exist in my case. :( I have been croaking to a Korean song which I totally cannot understand (its not the Nobody song of course) the entire day and I decided that instead of croaking and listening to something I just cannot understand, I probably should LEARN how to understand and speak. And so, I am considering taking Korean classes! Haha. Obviously not yet but when Brandstorm dies down. I do watch this Korean show called 'Chitchat of Beauties' which is a talk show with International students studying and speaking in Korean. Quite a funny show! I wanna speak in Korean too besides the usual anh-yo-ha-sae-yo and kam-sa-ha-mi-da. To think I used to be anti-korean shows, I am a changed person.