Because...

I will stop being generous with my feelings because I know I dont have much left to give. Im not sure if I can deal with anymore unwanted drama over and over again. Once, twice, thrice. Surely thats more than enough. From now on, I will remind myself that its ME I will be concerned for. I will care about MY feelings and put MY interest first. It will be about ME and no one else. Because theres only so much more that I can give, and I dont wanna lose that little bit thats left.

We Hear Things, We Learn Things, We Do Things.

Last night was fun! Last minute decision to head down to zouk since I was feeling restless at home. Alot of random things happened, but it was a good night. So happy to finally meet grace there after not meeting her for so long :))) We hear things, we learn things, we do things. Went home with nasi ayam goreng in my tummy and all ready to sleep, at 7.30am. Got an ankle guard which I need cos my feet area was a bit achy and sore after tennis last week. Now I need to learn how to bandage it again. Right now, I am starving, feeling super tired from the lack of sleep and in desperate need to have my eyebrows done at the parlour asap. Ive been putting it off for too long - ITS TIME! And also facial. My skin is screaming for some lovin' and that has been on hold too. Shall try one at City Plaza (recommended by a colleague) and announce if it is good or not. When will I ever get around to doing these things?!?

Lost

None of my imperfections and flaws ever made you stop giving, stop loving. It took me so long to realize what I've lost, what I want. So treasure all that you have - be it family, friends, colleagues or even the annoying neighbours - because you would never know what you have lost, until you lose it.

Indecisive

While my indecisiveness takes over and I sit pondering if I should go for tennis in 8mins, I decided to upload photos because I dont really know what to do. One of the few times where Im having second thoughts about going for lessons. Not that I dont love the sport etc but well... And I dont quite know whats wrong with blogspot on my computer but the icons on the top of the entry typing bar (like hyperlinks, font size, left indent etc) are missing except for a few. When I click the 'upload photos' icon, one of the few left, the photos uploaded are all in html, cant see the pictures. Hmms. Dont know what to do to rectify the problem. Tried googling but to no avail. Tips anyone?