I can't emphasize enough how terrible work has been this week. I got nothing but disses and my boss telling me to wake up/stop dreaming/stop talking/be more careful/becoming blonde etc etc. You name it, I probably got it, all in 4 days. The best part was, she said 'You left your brains in Phuket is it!'. I think my brains disintegrated in Phuket. Ha. I guess the best part of the sucky week was today, because I finally figured out how I wanted to do certain parts of my analysis and how to add value to my piece of work. Finally!!! Im damn excited that I started 30% of it just now and could just see the puzzle pieces fitting. Decided to leave it there and go home.. at 8.40pm. And for a sucky week with the minimal usage of my brains - cos I just simply couldn't find them - I was having lots of fun talking random stuff with Mdm Ho and Ms Yong. And Mdm Ho being herself was making smart guesses about some of our characters. She made a pretty accurate guess about Ms Yong and Ms Yong started admitting certain truths about herself which left me thinking 'OMG. Thats exactly like me.' Something which I often found difficult to put a finger on was summarised in one sentence by Ms Yong. At least I know Im not the only person who thinks and feels this way. Ha. Gonna be sooo bored during work next week when Mdm Ho and Ms Yong travels. Whos gonna keep me happy and entertained at work?!? :(
Im no longer sure about what Im doing anymore. Probably been nothing more than a stoned being for the past few days and starting to say no to helping others with their work. I am seriously tired. Tired from everything. I need a break. And the irony of it all? I just got back from one.
