Jerry Maguire

Eugene and I caught Jerry Maguire yesterday. Its an amazing romantic show with an amazing storyline and cast, although the love between Renee Zellweger and Tom Cruise could have been played up a bit more. I am stuck listening to the soundtrack over and over again and boy is it making me emo. The song's called 'Secret Garden' so go listen to it at youtube or something. We went for wine after Jerry Maguire at The Wine Company @ Dempsey. The wine prices are really decent and its a very nice place to chill. No noisy livebands but just the occasional loud voices of some PRC customers. Highly recommended!

"you complete me"

Food For Thought

credits: Julian Wong STOMP (yes, I am that bored)

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I really am getting sick of partying. It sucks to know what nonsense you'll start spouting when you're high and lose some control of whatever you're saying, the terrible terrible after effects of a long night out where you suffer from a lack of slp and hangover. Oohhh my. I hate hate hate that feeling. But sometimes, there is just no where to go or nothing to do we just head down to zouk. What else can we do in Singapore at night?

From a random Saturday night. Spouted too much rubbish. omg omg omg.

Paulaners with ah le, meijuan and gaston. Paulaners are having some offer from 1-10 July so everyone should go check it out! I dont know if I should attempt to pop down there during that period. Beer again! I was there the following Saturday as well. Haha.

Meet up with the girls on Wednesday as Merlynn just got back from Aussieee. Dinner @ Central, Stroll around Clark Quay, Overeasy, Butter, Zouk. We went to so many places in one night! Wednesday was crazy. I smsed my friend the next day 'Thanks for sending me back first yesterday. How much was cab fare?' and my friend replied 'Did I even send you back? So drunk until you didnt know who sent you back'. Look whos the drunkard. I still know who I was with and what I was doing!

Sometimes you know you ought to do certain things because it is just the right thing to do. But, circumstances are such where the person is just sooo nice you can't bring yourself to say anything mean at all! Things that you've told me are so similar to what xxx's ex gf told him. Its like deja vu. And I got pang seh-ed today. I am honestly pissed off and I guess this shows how much you wanna teach me. Ass.

Been a busy busy week. Out almost every single afternoon. Can't rmb what I did on Monday, met Benedict on Tues, went to school on Wed + lunch with wx, spring cleaning @ Simei on Thurs and super late lunch with Philip on Friday. Meeting Bell for coffee later. I need to get out!

Yellow Trail Slippers

I was on the way to Marine Parade library today and I met an old friend. Lets call him Yellow-Trail-Slippers (YTS). I've known him since I was sec2 and when he was sec4. We were both from the same secondary school and got to know each other through IRC, a place where the whole world knew each other then. I saw him in school a few times, thought he was quite cute and decided I wanted to know him. So, the best way to get to know him was IRC. I pretended that I didnt know who he was and said "Hi, intro pls" (Im sure I wasn't the only doing that at that time) and started talking to him. Or wait, did he message me on IRC first. Whatever it was, we got to know each other. He stayed pretty near me in sec sch and we would somehow take the same bus 16 to school on most days. Yadah yadah, we were both interested in each other and his good friend then was the bf of my good friend. But thats not the point. So one fine day on a youth day (it was a school holiday), I had band practice back in school and somehow or another my senior told me that "YTS is coming to find you!". I panicked, didnt know what to do, scared. He came to school in his yellow trail slippers and told me he liked me by typing it on his phone and showing it to me (HAHA, I cant believe I actually remember all this). I was a super scared and innocent person last time and this kinda things really freaked me out. I was like "Errr" "Ooohhh..." and guess what, I rejected him in the end. WTH was I doing right? Rejecting a guy I was interested in (and not to mention that there was another girl interested in him then as well). Against my stubborn nature, I kept telling myself that I didnt regret it but obviously I did. Guess we werent meant to be and didnt get together. I cant remember how but he went to TPJC while I struggled to complete the last two years of my sec sch life. Somehow, we made plans together to get into NUS to study Business. Obviously, only I did so while he went to NTU's Business course instead. I bumped into him today on bus 16. He just collected his convo gown and it triggered my memory of what happened with him in the past. How time flies and how we were supposed to study Business together etc etc.. And I used to think how my life would have been so much different if I got together with him because I knew he is a good guy and definitely good for me. Probably one of the regrets in my life I that I wouldn't be able to forget.

HOME

I am so excited! I just went to IKEA and bought wine glasses and a tea infuser! Friends! You are welcome to come to my place to drink. BUT, I will line the floors with newspapers and towels so that no one makes my floors sticky. And we can play mahjong too! Thats all the activities my house can offer. And, Ive been watching a lil too much of 'Red, Hot and Green' I wanna repaint my room! Excites!

Friday, Im in Love

Takes me alot alot of effort to upload pictures here. I am far tooo lazy even though I am about to faint from the excessive boredom I am feeling. Just too lazy to do anything. Very very bad. Finally! Pictures from May are up up up!

Jacuzzi-ing @ Central. We went from hot to cold jacuzzi and from jacuzzi to swimming pool. Wheee!!

Red Dot @ Dempsey with meijuan, gaston and nic. We had this Green Monster beer which was pretty nice and I found a truckload of pictures of shoes in my camera...

Guest Dj @ Zouk. Cant remember which guest dj that was. Oh my, me and my golfish memory.

party buddy!

n we saw Robin!

Its often hard for me to pen down my thoughts. I have so much to say but I cant seem to type it out. Only my good friends will know all the shit thats running through my brain. Haha. Its insane how I tend to think too much and drive myself paranoid. But I guess when you treasure something, you're just afraid to ruin it. Hearing xxx talk and some of the things he says reminds me of myself at times when Im talking to wx. A lesson to learn? I am pulling the brakes because I know what a bitch karma is. I dont wanna lose whatever I really want now.

Job search is terrible. Went for a HSBC interview recently but Im sure I wont get it. It was a terrible time in the interview room and all I could do was smoke my way through and laugh it off. Not funny if you think about it. And because Im jobless, I am so free and bored I watch one movie a day. I swear I can watch more than one but I am just restless. Downloading some older shows like Jerry Maguire and Sleepless in Seattle which I believe will be awesome shows! Cant wait to watch them. All I gotta do is wait for the right mood of mine.

Not sure about others but I am very sure that I know exactly what I want. Say Im rigid, stubborn, whatever. But I know what Im good at and whats good for me and I will fight really hard for it. Thats me.