Back and blogging!

Back and blogging again! So much has happened over the past few weeks. I went through a whole state of confusion before realizing what I wanted, lost it soon enough, learnt so much about myself, life and the importance of good friends. <3 Life can only get better with each day. xoxo

Happy Easter!

Work pictures above. Testing out the new camera we bought for the department. Its the long weekend!!! It feels good to be home on a afternoon. Weather is awesome and its making me so lazy - not that I dont feel lazy enough. The beach would be an awesome place to roll about for now but I guess any plans would be pushed back to another day now. Feel like going to parkway but to put on basic makeup and get out of the house is just too much hard work for now. Caught the Clash of the Titans yesterday. I thought it was really nice and I felt super happy after the show. It was one of those fighting/war/action/whateveryoucallit shows but the storyline was easy to follow and I kept my eyes open throughout the entire show. So proud of myself, especially when I have a track record of falling asleep in movies (incld Alice in Wonderland). What can we do in Singapore after 12am besides partying and drinking? Isnt there anything else for us to do? I honestly can't think of anything that can be keep entertained at night except those two activities. What do people do?!!? Im curious! See, its not that I dont wanna stop partying. I just cant find anything else! HAPPY EASTER! I want my easter egg and easter bunnyyyy...

Because...

I will stop being generous with my feelings because I know I dont have much left to give. Im not sure if I can deal with anymore unwanted drama over and over again. Once, twice, thrice. Surely thats more than enough. From now on, I will remind myself that its ME I will be concerned for. I will care about MY feelings and put MY interest first. It will be about ME and no one else. Because theres only so much more that I can give, and I dont wanna lose that little bit thats left.

We Hear Things, We Learn Things, We Do Things.

Last night was fun! Last minute decision to head down to zouk since I was feeling restless at home. Alot of random things happened, but it was a good night. So happy to finally meet grace there after not meeting her for so long :))) We hear things, we learn things, we do things. Went home with nasi ayam goreng in my tummy and all ready to sleep, at 7.30am. Got an ankle guard which I need cos my feet area was a bit achy and sore after tennis last week. Now I need to learn how to bandage it again. Right now, I am starving, feeling super tired from the lack of sleep and in desperate need to have my eyebrows done at the parlour asap. Ive been putting it off for too long - ITS TIME! And also facial. My skin is screaming for some lovin' and that has been on hold too. Shall try one at City Plaza (recommended by a colleague) and announce if it is good or not. When will I ever get around to doing these things?!?

Lost

None of my imperfections and flaws ever made you stop giving, stop loving. It took me so long to realize what I've lost, what I want. So treasure all that you have - be it family, friends, colleagues or even the annoying neighbours - because you would never know what you have lost, until you lose it.

Indecisive

While my indecisiveness takes over and I sit pondering if I should go for tennis in 8mins, I decided to upload photos because I dont really know what to do. One of the few times where Im having second thoughts about going for lessons. Not that I dont love the sport etc but well... And I dont quite know whats wrong with blogspot on my computer but the icons on the top of the entry typing bar (like hyperlinks, font size, left indent etc) are missing except for a few. When I click the 'upload photos' icon, one of the few left, the photos uploaded are all in html, cant see the pictures. Hmms. Dont know what to do to rectify the problem. Tried googling but to no avail. Tips anyone?

Cant seem to post up pictures today, not that I don't want to. On a side note, I injured my leg again! BAHHH. I seriously need to be more careful. As much as I am trying to, I really get injured far too often. Its really not good cos the sinseh said now my ankle's weak and for instances where normal people wont get injured, i will. Really REALLY gotta take care. Bandage removed and im walking with a limp looking retarded all. But it felt good to get it rubbed yesterday. Right choice to make even though I had to endure some nagging from my parents for being careless again. I know they are concerned so I will l-i-s-t-e-n. So glad for having people around me. To immerse me in conversations and distract me from things that make me upset. My life will consist of work and sleep, giving myself as minimal awake time to think about things that will make me upset. I will try this method and see how it works. Party nights are often happy on the outside but empty on the inside. I lost someone I love. It cant get any more empty than that.